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this lighter weighs heavy in my pocket, makes me
want more, take more, swallow some more nasty ash.
when i was little, all the big people told me (through mouths
of smoke) don't you ever start smoking cigarettes,
baby, because you can't handle it.
everyone's a critic. everyone's a hypocrite.
i light up another, season my mouth with the taste of
tar and wasted chances. the night is cool and damp.
my wrists are small, feeble, the way i am when nobody's around.
sometimes i know i am the difference.
others, i don't matter at all. you don't think i do.
there are frogs dancing in the grass and i know
that though the pond is still, it is full of them. overflowing.
they want out, and so do i.
each one of them ribbets and croaks and pleads that i
stomp them out, fix their home of all the dirty ones,
make it a utopia once again.
what they don't realize is that's what my world has become.
protecting myself from anger and harsh feelings.
that sometimes all i want to do is collapse into a noose.
it's nights like these, my head heavy with nicotine
and maybe something else,
that i cautiously step out into the muddy shoreline, gingerly
scooping up an unwilling frog, and take it home with me.
it's unhappy of course, wailing and flailing at me until
i drop it in my bathtub.
the caked dirt and slime slips off into my once-clear water,
and the weak ones mingle, colonize.
they die later, scared and together.
i know it's my fault.
but that's how the other frogs want it, right?
i left mud on the carpet, so
maybe i deserve the same fate. cleanse.
(un)natural selection. i suppose that's my duty.
take away the ugly ones, the fat ones, the retarded ones.
make the frog world a better place.
after all, they don't all fit in the same pond.
want more, take more, swallow some more nasty ash.
when i was little, all the big people told me (through mouths
of smoke) don't you ever start smoking cigarettes,
baby, because you can't handle it.
everyone's a critic. everyone's a hypocrite.
i light up another, season my mouth with the taste of
tar and wasted chances. the night is cool and damp.
my wrists are small, feeble, the way i am when nobody's around.
sometimes i know i am the difference.
others, i don't matter at all. you don't think i do.
there are frogs dancing in the grass and i know
that though the pond is still, it is full of them. overflowing.
they want out, and so do i.
each one of them ribbets and croaks and pleads that i
stomp them out, fix their home of all the dirty ones,
make it a utopia once again.
what they don't realize is that's what my world has become.
protecting myself from anger and harsh feelings.
that sometimes all i want to do is collapse into a noose.
it's nights like these, my head heavy with nicotine
and maybe something else,
that i cautiously step out into the muddy shoreline, gingerly
scooping up an unwilling frog, and take it home with me.
it's unhappy of course, wailing and flailing at me until
i drop it in my bathtub.
the caked dirt and slime slips off into my once-clear water,
and the weak ones mingle, colonize.
they die later, scared and together.
i know it's my fault.
but that's how the other frogs want it, right?
i left mud on the carpet, so
maybe i deserve the same fate. cleanse.
(un)natural selection. i suppose that's my duty.
take away the ugly ones, the fat ones, the retarded ones.
make the frog world a better place.
after all, they don't all fit in the same pond.
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i was going to ask you to hold back my hair
if i started to heave
but it's cut in mourning
for the fawns dying under the chalky
moist hands of children,
in mourning for newspaper print
threatening suicide off the tips of your eyelashes,
saying things like
i could fall faster
i could convert more
i could shine my face brighter than your sands
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last night
last night, the smell of you seeped into me.
i caught it dripping from my pores
and unfurling from my hair like a sightless memory
then settling comfortably on the pillow beside me
and pooling in the creases of my sheets
like a contented water cat.
last night, the taste of you rubbed into me.
your unique spice grubbed beneath my unpainted nails,
flavoring the back of my tongue and the space between my scapula
with a sweat-salty sweet desire
that I licked from your shoulder while your stomach breathed into mine
and we balanced indelicately on coxae and cotae
like dancing bears on balls.
last night, the idea of you sailed into me.
it came sil
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I'll tell the truth:
I am a thief of the
worst persuasion.
if you want honesty,
I don't think that we will
last.
give it one or two
or three years
years tense with opposing forces
and unusual magic
and our reaction will be
complete. we will both
go back to our own kinds.
haven't they always defined love
in terms of chemistry?
(opposites attract,
but like dissolves like.)
and here is the confession:
here is why I am odious:
I know this and
I will not withdraw.
here is the electron bridgehere the
anode, cathode, the ill-fated
reactants.
I set this up like dominos;
I wield it lik
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hmmm. i have decided i want out. any suggestions? i need to go somewhere free and without judgment or discrimination.
there has to be some place, right?
there has to be some place, right?
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gorgeously written.
and there are plenty of other ponds out there with room to spare.
and there are plenty of other ponds out there with room to spare.